Has anyone who did not end up protesting with BLM recently felt regret?

My parents were worried two-fold about me protesting. They were afraid of COVID-19 and they did not want me to get arrested. However, I still wish I had taken part in this historic social movement which I instead had to support from home. Does anyone feel the same way? Or the opposite (you attended a protest and wish you had not)? Any protest stories also welcome!