Updated: Dec 31, 2020
#1: The skies here are the wrong color,
I’m in the middle of starting over.
#2: It’s no Sunshine State here,
and the teachers call me by the wrong name, impatiently,
instead of honey, lovebug,
in sweet iced-tea voices.
#3: The roads here are too narrow,
She wears makeup to cope.
#4: I ride the school bus here,
like I’d always wanted, and the senior behind me
tells me that everyone gets too tired to talk when
it’s this dark.
#5: The church here is cold,
and my sister whispers, How come
they haven’t got a choir? I’m not praying anymore so I
#6: The train comes too late at night here,
but the train means Appa is home, with hunched shoulders and chapped lips
curved bravely upward in another
#7: The maples and pines here are too tall,
like they have a point to prove. I miss our valley
of rust-colored sand and dying cacti.
#8: I don’t know how to handle the grief here,
and it sounds like the beginning of a cliché:
the brother of my best friend
had his funeral on a Wednesday,
so I forget to say thank you.
#9: Being average is hard here.
I smile at the boy who explains, heatedly, that the word
#10: This is a letter to the darker suburbs.
I have always been bad at counting beats,
and your rhythm is an impossible
of blurring borders.
Catherine Park is a senior at the Bergen County Academies in New Jersey. high school newspaper. She is a National Scholastic Art & Writing Awards Gold Medalist and a recipient of the New Jersey Governor's Awards in Arts Education and has earned recognition from the Live Poets Society of NJ. Her work is forthcoming in Aerie International. Besides poetry, her passions include politics, international affairs, and advocacy, and she holds a strong interest in various social and cultural issues of the 21st century. In her free time, she enjoys reading (everything from news articles to YA novels), listening to lo-fi music, and watching Netflix documentaries.
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